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CHEESECAKE

They say when you’re sad, depressed or just stressed you tend to eat chocolate. Not for me. What is chocolate to others is cheesecake for me. It’s either a blueberry cheese cake or an oreo cheesecake!

Photo taken from a restaurant/cafe “Baked Expectation”

Nom Nom Nom

SORRY

This is somehow related to my previous post. Today, I feel bad about myself. I cant focus on my studies. I am aware that I’ve been busy lately but it might have came to a point where I wasn’t able to fulfill my duties as a good friend.

She called my phone to inform me of an emergency, I was out in a group meeting and we were in the car that time. I can’t fully show my concern because I’m in a car with this group of people. It was awkward to be on a phone while people are listening to your conversation. So i tried to keep the conversation short.

Honest to God, it wasn’t my intention to be a bad friend. I feel bad not being there for her when she most needed a friend. and I really am sorry about that and I feel horrible about myself.

Somehow this is also a wake-up call for me to realize that more far important things in life, that I shouldn’t just focus on one thing.

But always remember that I love you and again I’m sorry D!

DREAM BIG

There’s a goal, a dream I’m trying to work on.

I used to be an introvert but I realized that to attain this dream I have to get out there and do all what I can do. Along the way I realize that there are sacrifices, challenges, doubts and fear. 

There was a point when I asked myself, `should I have a heart of stone?’ and don’t care about the people I meet along the way just for me to move on, sacrifice the relationship I have with people I am close with.

There’s so much opportunities and benefits I would get from this dream of mine and one is to travel. But is it all worth it?

It’s hard to balance your priorities in life.

I might live a life to reach this dream but you know what at the end of the day I just long for the company of my family and good friends.